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ginkageAs I watch the lightning play outside my window, I let my mind play on many different things in my life.
First of all: National Coming Out Day.
This is probably going to be one of the least confrontational ways I will do anything in my life. And I feel that I need to come out on more than just my sexuality.
Hi. I'm Megan. I'm bisexual. I'm pagan. I am ashamed of neither admittance. They are part of me and who I am.
There. That's out of the way. It may not be a surprise to some of you. It might be a shock to others. Oh well. These days I find I am so past the point of hiding those aspects of my life anymore.
Second: I have now been told I am cute. Albeit it was the prelude to a foreseeable request to show off my assets but it was something. I've lost weight and it's starting to show. I can't quite see it yet but others can. I might post a new photo soon to compare. I still have the one I took back in January or February to do a side-by-side with. Woot for physically intensive work and standing on my feet for eight hours a day!
Third: Referring to that job I feel that I am coming to my end with the company. Physically and mentally I'm exhausted. I'm not being paid enough to be treated like trash. I'm remembering what Eleanor Roosevelt said: "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Good words. I have resolved that, if I do quit, I will be writing a letter to the corporate office to complain about the ASM at my store. I could go on about him but will sum up that he is a walking bag of hot air who seems to have no sense for efficiency or planning ahead. None at all. He made us throw away the containers we were keeping our cut meat in for sandwiches and says we now have to make everything at the drop of a hat. No backups. Ever. Of anything. Gah.
And lastly, I am thinking that I will take a few days if I do quit. Go visit my mother since I haven't seen her in months and couldn't meet up with her for my birthday. I would like to try and hit RenFaire before it's gone. :( But, I also have to find another job. Outside of retail, preferably.
In the meantime, I think I will go curl up in bed with the kitten and watch the lightning. And try to sleep.
First of all: National Coming Out Day.
This is probably going to be one of the least confrontational ways I will do anything in my life. And I feel that I need to come out on more than just my sexuality.
Hi. I'm Megan. I'm bisexual. I'm pagan. I am ashamed of neither admittance. They are part of me and who I am.
There. That's out of the way. It may not be a surprise to some of you. It might be a shock to others. Oh well. These days I find I am so past the point of hiding those aspects of my life anymore.
Second: I have now been told I am cute. Albeit it was the prelude to a foreseeable request to show off my assets but it was something. I've lost weight and it's starting to show. I can't quite see it yet but others can. I might post a new photo soon to compare. I still have the one I took back in January or February to do a side-by-side with. Woot for physically intensive work and standing on my feet for eight hours a day!
Third: Referring to that job I feel that I am coming to my end with the company. Physically and mentally I'm exhausted. I'm not being paid enough to be treated like trash. I'm remembering what Eleanor Roosevelt said: "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Good words. I have resolved that, if I do quit, I will be writing a letter to the corporate office to complain about the ASM at my store. I could go on about him but will sum up that he is a walking bag of hot air who seems to have no sense for efficiency or planning ahead. None at all. He made us throw away the containers we were keeping our cut meat in for sandwiches and says we now have to make everything at the drop of a hat. No backups. Ever. Of anything. Gah.
And lastly, I am thinking that I will take a few days if I do quit. Go visit my mother since I haven't seen her in months and couldn't meet up with her for my birthday. I would like to try and hit RenFaire before it's gone. :( But, I also have to find another job. Outside of retail, preferably.
In the meantime, I think I will go curl up in bed with the kitten and watch the lightning. And try to sleep.
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Ahhh...
2006-10-12 15:05 (UTC)You see why I hate them, as a gender. *sigh*
Come over this weekend. Play dead. Come to Cowpecker. *snuggles*